THE PERSON..

Love is a need, 

People use it for their greed.. 

or may be for their feed.

They say love helps us to grow;

They say love is like a tale of fairy, 

then why he finds love to be scary.

Love helps to live life in a fun way, 

He seems to see love and then run away. 

In the search of his self divine, 

He got the whole of me cryin.. 

I love LOVE but now I'm scared of being in love, 

What if the person's heart is unstable'

then definitely love would make my life disabled.  

I don't wanna be sobbing, 

All I want is to be in love and laughing, 

This scared idiot would leave me and I'll be left weeping. 

I hope my love finds its way,  

Because honey, my trust from love is fading away....

A person, full of life, full of joy, had some past experiences which were pulling back, has went through some pain which was visible in the eyes, wanted to say a lot but was out of words may be. The best part was that the person was a pure soul. That was the vibe. And dude, my vibe never goes wrong. The person was trustworthy, was happy, was a star. 

I had my experiences too, but my heart was full of emotions at that time. I never let my past hold me back, but may be the person did. We were going good, was excited to see each other again. And suddenly I lost the person, deleted me from the feed, didn't want to talk to me anymore now. I was hurt, I was hurt by the fact that the person didn't think of me as a good person, who wasn't vulnerable. I don't know what happened, I wanted to know, but person didn't want to share. I was hurt even more. 

The fact that was pissing me off was that I didn't know anything. What was happening around, I didn't have any clue. Was it my fault?

We met just for once, I thought it would be easy for me to forget and the person and move on, but this time my heart wasn't ready to move on at all. This feel was different, never felt that before. And now, I hate my heart for this.

I want the person to come back whenever it's okay, I want the person to get back whenever it's the best. I will wait. But I am going gaga because I don't know whether I should wait or not. 

All I want to say is that Mystery, I am not a wrong person, I won't hurt you, but yes your instablity is hurting me and I won't forgive you for that. I hope you understand this and come back.   

MY KIND OF LOVE NEVER FADES

Even in the darkest of the times the love I have for you will grow in many different shades, 

Because honey my kind of love never fades. 

Even if my eyes see you for the 6945329th times my cheeks will definitely glow each of the times, 

Because honey my kind of love only shines. 

Even if my mood swings are at the peak or even if your life is going through many highs and lows, 

Honey I'll keep loving you because my kind of love only grows. 

Ever felt those butterflies every time you see a person? How it it possible? Like it's the same person I saw a minute ago and again how can it feel the same and even more? Like how can I still have a big smile on my face and how on this earth is possible that I am still blushing? 

OH! This is beautiful, purely beautiful. Do you feel the same? And tell me what if the person you like doesn't feel the same for you? Will you be hurt? Well I won't be, because honey my kind of love is mine only, no one can love the same way I do! 

May be I like the fact that it's one sided! Because I've heard that it gets complicated by the going time! Do you like that? Complications in your love? No, right1 High five. It's beautiful if its simple and sorted. 

Me going to a cafe, he sitting in a bench visible to me. He is busy with his friends laughing, playing and enjoying and ME? Me busy looking at him. Me just smiling and blushing and ya sorted! And then at home, when I suddenly miss him I take out my phone look at his profile, look at his eyes, his lips, his cheeks, his hair and tadaa I'm smiling again. 

Do you feel the need of texting him? I know it must be really exciting talking to a person you love, even I'd jump off my bed if my phone rings and it's his text!

But you know what I feel, sometimes its okay if you don't talk to him, sometimes its okay if he isn't in love with you! Because love doesn't need two of us, love is pure and infinite and Just ONE is enough to love! 

That's my short One sided love story! What's yours? Comment down your love angle! 

And yes, if you are reading Dear Mystery, I love you.