THE PERSON..

Love is a need, 

People use it for their greed.. 

or may be for their feed.

They say love helps us to grow;

They say love is like a tale of fairy, 

then why he finds love to be scary.

Love helps to live life in a fun way, 

He seems to see love and then run away. 

In the search of his self divine, 

He got the whole of me cryin.. 

I love LOVE but now I'm scared of being in love, 

What if the person's heart is unstable'

then definitely love would make my life disabled.  

I don't wanna be sobbing, 

All I want is to be in love and laughing, 

This scared idiot would leave me and I'll be left weeping. 

I hope my love finds its way,  

Because honey, my trust from love is fading away....

A person, full of life, full of joy, had some past experiences which were pulling back, has went through some pain which was visible in the eyes, wanted to say a lot but was out of words may be. The best part was that the person was a pure soul. That was the vibe. And dude, my vibe never goes wrong. The person was trustworthy, was happy, was a star. 

I had my experiences too, but my heart was full of emotions at that time. I never let my past hold me back, but may be the person did. We were going good, was excited to see each other again. And suddenly I lost the person, deleted me from the feed, didn't want to talk to me anymore now. I was hurt, I was hurt by the fact that the person didn't think of me as a good person, who wasn't vulnerable. I don't know what happened, I wanted to know, but person didn't want to share. I was hurt even more. 

The fact that was pissing me off was that I didn't know anything. What was happening around, I didn't have any clue. Was it my fault?

We met just for once, I thought it would be easy for me to forget and the person and move on, but this time my heart wasn't ready to move on at all. This feel was different, never felt that before. And now, I hate my heart for this.

I want the person to come back whenever it's okay, I want the person to get back whenever it's the best. I will wait. But I am going gaga because I don't know whether I should wait or not. 

All I want to say is that Mystery, I am not a wrong person, I won't hurt you, but yes your instablity is hurting me and I won't forgive you for that. I hope you understand this and come back.   

SHAYAD TUM WAHI HO

The day i first saw, to be honest I did feel a lot of butterflies in my stomach. I looked into your eyes for just a second and I was lost in my world. It's been years I have that feeling for you. Whenever I see you, my heart skips a beat. I don't know what you think about me, may be that's the reason why I am scared of talking to you. It's been years I am still feeling the same but may be I am insane. We are not meant to be ONE. It's alright, it was beautiful in itself as I know it was not love, but I don't know, what was it if it was not love. 

Tum shayad wahi ho jise Mainee kayi baar apne sapno mein dekha hai.. 

Tum shayad wahi ho jise kayi baar Maine kuch kehena chaha hai.. 

Tum shayad wahi ho jise dekh meri dhadkane daudhne lagti hai.. 

Tum shayad wahi ho jise dekh meri saanse thamne lagti hai..

 

Tumhari aankho main ojhal si ho jati hu.. Par kuch keh na paati.. 

Tum shayd wahi ho jise dekh meri subaan tham hai jaati.. 

Main kal mein vishwas nahi rakhti... Bus aaj mein jeeti hu.. 

Tum shayad wahi ho jise dekh mujhe mera aaj mehekta sa lagta hai.. 

Mere dil mein tum reh chuke ho.. Yeh shayd tumhe pata nahi.. 

Tum shayad wahi ho jise dekh main apne bhaav chhupane lagti hu.. 

Shayad hamara milna mumkin nahi.. Tabhi main tumhari Or dekh nahi paati hu.. 

Pehele lagta tha sharam hai par yeh to main tumse milne mein darti hu... 

Yeh kaisa ehsaas hai na main janu... Yeh pyaar to nahi.. Par fir bhi main ise pyaar hi maanu.. 

Tum door ho to bhi koi baat nahi... Ek sunehra ittefaq samjh tumhe dil ke kone mein dafna denge.. 

Tum shayad wahi ho jisse aaj to mil liye hum par shayad kal na mil paate.. Kal na mil paate..!