Love is a need,
People use it for their greed..
or may be for their feed.
They say love helps us to grow;
They say love is like a tale of fairy,
then why he finds love to be scary.
Love helps to live life in a fun way,
He seems to see love and then run away.
In the search of his self divine,
He got the whole of me cryin..
I love LOVE but now I'm scared of being in love,
What if the person's heart is unstable'
then definitely love would make my life disabled.
I don't wanna be sobbing,
All I want is to be in love and laughing,
This scared idiot would leave me and I'll be left weeping.
I hope my love finds its way,
Because honey, my trust from love is fading away....
A person, full of life, full of joy, had some past experiences which were pulling back, has went through some pain which was visible in the eyes, wanted to say a lot but was out of words may be. The best part was that the person was a pure soul. That was the vibe. And dude, my vibe never goes wrong. The person was trustworthy, was happy, was a star.
I had my experiences too, but my heart was full of emotions at that time. I never let my past hold me back, but may be the person did. We were going good, was excited to see each other again. And suddenly I lost the person, deleted me from the feed, didn't want to talk to me anymore now. I was hurt, I was hurt by the fact that the person didn't think of me as a good person, who wasn't vulnerable. I don't know what happened, I wanted to know, but person didn't want to share. I was hurt even more.
The fact that was pissing me off was that I didn't know anything. What was happening around, I didn't have any clue. Was it my fault?
We met just for once, I thought it would be easy for me to forget and the person and move on, but this time my heart wasn't ready to move on at all. This feel was different, never felt that before. And now, I hate my heart for this.
I want the person to come back whenever it's okay, I want the person to get back whenever it's the best. I will wait. But I am going gaga because I don't know whether I should wait or not.
All I want to say is that Mystery, I am not a wrong person, I won't hurt you, but yes your instablity is hurting me and I won't forgive you for that. I hope you understand this and come back.
